winter, spring, summer, fall

xyloscope:

the truth is that i feel useless here

i’m not unhappy, just confused

i am aimless and unmotivated

i would rather sleep than wake up at the crack of dawn and venture into the freezing sub-arctic air

but that is the point, probably

the point of all this is to overcome my tendency to be unmotivated

my tendency to live life as if someone is going to hand me everything i need 

my habit of saying “tomorrow…next week…that’s when i’ll do it. that’s when i’ll be motivated”

because i won’t be motivated next week

i’ll be just as tired and empty as i am now

excuses are so easy

‘it’s lonely doing things by myself’

‘i don’t have any friends’

‘it’s too cold’

‘i don’t know anyone here’

‘everything costs money’

i have to stop sleeping the day away

i have to stop making excuses and just get out there

the only person i’m hurting is myself

the only person i’m hurting is myself

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Im getting bored.
I cant wait for summer break.
I want to seclude myself.
I am bored of all the people, and their same stories.
The repeated conversations.
I want to talk to people in more personal ways and spend less time online.
I want to give all the people a break from me.
and i need a break from them.
That way when we talk again, we will have new stories and we can stay interested.
im afraid that without this break I will lose everyone I care about,
everyone i talk to so much that there is nothing to talk about anymore.
Because I am honestly starting to get bored of some of my most favourite people.
and even worse I can sense them getting bored of me.
That scares me. I dont want to lose them.
So I just need to go on some adventures with them, to make new stories and make sure I can still keep up a conversation in person.
Or maybe I need some time with no communication at all.
Im really not sure how to fix this.

chaoticlovers:

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